Soar with ME into MY Past, Present and Fulure

Love your calling with passion, it is the meaning of your life...

2009-03-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

yes indeed. i can hear it clearly from the mouth of sir Pagsi. (pls read till the end.. :D)

i grew more in love with the passion to teach and to be part in letting others realize their dreams..

i saw searching through the lists of passers of Pathways students in different schools a while ago since i was quite bored.. haha. (thanks, Ate Solvie!)

summer of 2007, i taught chem in a class of around 30. The following summer, i taught french in a class of 10+. i was searching through the list for names of my students.. i found:

2 passed in Ateneo (total pathways passers: 10 + 3 waitlist)
2 in UP (total:16)
2 in DLSU (total: 19+2 waitlist)
6 in Miriam (total: 33)
2 in lyceum (total: 9)
2 in St scho (total: 4)

plus, on top of it, one of those who passed in St. Scho topped the entrance exam!

great job guys!! i'm not bragging about how great i am, coz i dont even know if i was instrumental in letting them in to these colleges. but it makes me want to teach more. to change lives. to do greater things.. i'm super excited to meet new faces this summer. Yes, it's another tough summer, we go through lots of hard work, often underappreciated (not complaining even a single bit, promise!), but when i see these fruits of our labor, as one organization - not just the core - it makes all the effort and sacrifices worthwhile..

well.. i hope YOU (yes, you dear reader) will help us in this endeavor. It's impossible for us to give these opportunities to public high school students without monetary support. SO, PLEASE SUPPORT OUR PROJECT. it's called "Sponsor my A's and Bee's".

it's kinda simple. it's like a pledge to give a certain amount everytime I get a certain grade. For example:

P100 - A, P20- B+

or any amount will do! it's hitting two birds with one stone. You will also help me study better. yey. aha. Promise, all pledges will go to ANI. i wil be so grateful if u can help out. Thanks!:)

(P.S. i'll be collecting the pledges after i will know my grades. hehe. totoo 'to ha. di 'to joke. :D)

plurk, unproductivity and more...

2009-03-14T18:20:00.000+08:00

.. and my statement "i'll not plurk till summer" is down the drain.

thanks to kacie for making me an account...
...and my beloved blockmates who hacked it and post what-the-heck plurks...

so, i need to redeem myself..

haaaay. i have nothing against plurk, of course. it's just that, it's the root of unproductivity.. and it's just SOOOO WRONG TIMING!!!

why on a hell week? why on a week before finals week?

BUT WAIT, there's more.

di lang ako. pati blockmates ko na walang plurk.. nag-plurk din bigla.. and yeah, the plurking was so vibrant and alive... not to mention we were just beside each other in schmitt tambayan.. haha.. :)

well, well.. this is it. face unproductivity, henson. hahahha..:)

oeuf!

2009-03-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

hmm. buti nlang bumalik na sa dati computer ko.. hahaha..

after a slight crash and a super tuloy-tuloy na malas.. hahaha.. well, this is what makes life interesting sometimes.. haha.. it'll be boring without these... :D

di ko feel ung details. haha.. gusto ko lang magrant sa blog.. hahhaa.. :D

anyhoo.. i just want to unleash the writer in me.. :)) hahahhahha.. joke lang.. :D just wanting to immortalize events.. haha.. after all. that's the power of the pen.. ugh, yeah, e-pen and the like too. :P

but one question still remains.. why am i always distracted? huhhuhuhuhuhu... i need to learn to concentrate.. but on second thought.. i realize, i am happy with my distractedness.. hahahhaha..

stop getting distracted henson.. haha.:D :))

Tao din naman ang mga basurero...

2009-03-07T08:39:00.001+08:00

backgrounder: JEeP = Junior Engagement program. My area? pagiging basurero... (OMNI). well, i thought it will just be another "social endeavor".. wala lang, kasi di naman ako indifferent sa ganitong bagay.. social work is very close to my heart.. but, i did not expect to feel such infuriating pain seeing how people treat garbage collectors..

well. this is how the day went.. nasa greenmeadows subdivision kami - me and 3 other kuyas. we went house to house to collect trash.. ung mga naka-garbage bag.. pero karamihan nasa plastic. yeah, something i dont really want to hold on normal days.. mabaho? oo, as in. may iba pang umaapaw ung kung anu-anong basura.. trash with oozing brownish liquid.. dont ask me what's that. haha. anyways, flies, mosquitos, ants, worms, around the trash. oo, nakagat nga ako ng langgam eh. (but i dont mind. haha) we carry them... at oo, kinamay namin.. at hinagis sa truck.. may kuya din dun na nag-ayos sa mga binabato naming basura dun..

well. this is not all. 8am kami dumating sa subdivision... mga humigit kumulang 3 1/2 oras din kami dun... oo, ganun ka tagal.. walang break un.. nakakapagod.. and here's the catch. xempre, dahil pagod kami, humihingi sina kuya ng tubig sa mga bahay-bahay dun.. ikinaiinis ko talaga nung sabi ng may-ari "wala po kaming tubig eh"... sa loob-loob ko.. "HECK! ang gagara ng sasakyan.. ang bongga ng bahay... WALA KAYONG TUBIG!??!" i am not the dumbest person in the world not to know that.. at lalo pa akong nainis nung nasabi ni kuya sa akin "ang hirap talga ng basurero noh? pati tubig.. walang maibigay.."

ugh. i felt so angry. What is a glass of water compared to their millions of cash? #@!@!I&!%%#@!!!! bakit? masira ba ung baso nila pag-gagamitin ng mga mahihirap?! kakainis. ewan ko kung di nyo pa ma-feel sa pagsulat ko d2... STRIKE 1.

oo, 1 un.. ibig sabihin may 2. well, that was not the only house na nag-ganun. a couple of them.. though, in fairness, may iba naman talgang nagbigay... at ung isang bahay, 2 baso ung binigay.. ung unang baso, binigay ni kuya sa akin.. sabi ko sa kanya xa mauna.. pero sabi nya meron pa raw.. so, ininom ko na rin.. sa totoo lang.. nauuhaw na rin ako.. mainit pa ung panahon.. at mga isang oras na rin kaming nagtrabaho nun.. pero, wala ng sumunod na baso ng tubig. i felt like i stole precious water from them.. nahiya ako.. nainis ako sa sarili ko.. bakit di ko sila binigyan.. so, kinausap ko si kuya.. at sabi nya.. "ok lang yan.. sanay na kami".. "OH, SO LAGI NILANG GINAGAWA 'TO?" @$@#$@!@#$.

well. that was not strike 2. segue lang. well... meron din namang iba na nagbigay after.. at nakainom din sila.. akala ko hanggang dun lang ung drama ng jeep experience ko.. but wait, there's more!.. in another house.. akala ko ang bait-bait na nila.. nagbigay sila ng isang container ng misua..at isang plastic bag na kanin.. "wow, ambait".. i told myself..

after a while.. siguro lumipas ang isa pang oras.. well, take note, the weather was so hot that it drains our energy.. so, napagod at nagutom ata si kuya.. so humigop xa ng onti sa container na may misua... napatigil xa... sabi nya, "ang asim.. panis na ata!" That was when i was infuriated. TAO DIN NAMAN ANG MGA BASURERO AH!!!!! ano tingin nila? UGH!!! halos maiyak na ako sa galit.. why can't they realize these are their co-equals.. tao din naman sila..

KAKAINIS NG MGA MATA-POBRE... INIS as in SUPER SUPER KADUPER INIS.

so if YOU are one.. stop being one! ugh.. these people drains me to death..

fine fine.. stop that henson. ur carried away by your emotions again. hmmmmmm..

ayan.. let me just say.. jeep has allowed me to realize not all homo sapiens are humans. biology teaches us some physical characteristics of human.. but i think, philosophy does it better... it transcends the phisique... talk about human dignity. feeling ko nga, these creatures (creatures =those i hate in the context of this article) don't deserve any human rights, human dignity and anything associated to humans. THEY ARE NOT HUMANS in the first place...
ugh.. i shall stop. i will just be so frustrated...

pero tandaan. HINDING-HINDI ko hahayaang maging gan'to ang mga tumitira sa bayang minamahal ko....

Tao din naman ang mga basurero...

2009-03-07T08:39:00.000+08:00

On second thought....

2009-02-07T18:12:00.000+08:00

... seccret. basahin mo muna ung buong blog. hahhaha.. :)

anyways, it's the time of the year people are entering a new school year.. and for high school seniors, it's a time to shop for universities to go to...

same goes with Ateneo. there was a reception for all director's list (top 2% of ACET takers) and so i was there for service hours:) [sidenote: in fair, worth 10 hours xa.. so sulit ung 6 hours na andun ako.. haha]

and so there were all the good things about ateneo and all the bolas and all the bestest videos and talks and speakers there to bring these supposed-to-be the smartest bunch of people in the country...

well.. hearing these talks about achievements of alumni, and celebrating 150 years, seeing pictures of graduates ages ago to recent graduates i actually recognized.. i sensed a tinge of senioritis attack, even if i am not yet a senior.. an inexplicable feeling of going nowhere... a sense of suddenly all the decisions and all my time is already in my hands. i get to choose where i go. i get to actually decide on how i live my life. There are no "permanent" or a "solid" structure to follow unlike being a student..

at least now, when i speak of managing my time, it's just around 5-6 hours a day. un lang usually it's dictated by a structure like school.. everything's so limited. then all of a sudden, horizons expand once i'll graduate. hmm. seeing graduation pictures.. i would agree with kacie when she said.. "oh, the bittersweetness of saying goodbye".. a mix of fear, excitement, sadness, hapiness, regret, hope, and more feelings i can't put into words..

well. enough of the emo-ness. (i mean, to this kind of emo-ness, i figured the next part will still be emo-ish...) anyways.. the next part was the department talks and the reception where we talked more about what it is to be in the Ateneo Chemistry Department.. All the good things packaged in such a way people will be lulled to go into it, almost hypnotized, i think. i hear nods and i-want-to-come-to-Ateneo-now reactions on their faces when i talk to the students and the parents..

but.

what is it that i really want? i dunno. the search will never be over. I talked it over with Ms. Olive (my guidance counselor) during the routine interviews.. and it's just.... blurry as of now. it's still uncertain... well.. asking myself "WHAT TURNS ME ON?"

i would say.. well. wait, out of the context of love and all that churvaloo eklavoos... i could answer basically 2 things as of now. 1) French. 2) Formation activites (education, leadership, etc..) these two supersedes all my priorities...

well i guess.. i am thinking too much again.. what am i writing?! well. i could relate with sir Chris [Castillo, OSA director] when he said he liked a shirt which had a print "I THINK. THEREFORE I CAN'T SLEEP". Yey, i am in sync with that kind of a lifestyle.. but i think.. (there i go again. anyways..) it is during these times that i squeeze out the good things in life..

anyways.. back to my pol sci paper.. haha. see, these reflections really distract me.. but i like being distracted by these.. hahaha.. :D but, i got no choice but to make it. haha. poor me.

short and bitter

2009-01-26T16:10:00.000+08:00

today is that time of the year when those self-confessed self-righteous selfish race proclaims the start of their year..

(i am not really against the race.. but the adjectives before that.. apparently exhibited by most of that inferior race, at least by Levinas's standards)

p.s. i am not sure if Levinas would consider that race as existents actually.

p.p.s. short answer to "Who is Levinas": He is a philosopher who said we have infinite responsibility of the other. kumbaga, others first. fave quote ko from him: "What good is it to be, when we are not good?" [to be = to "live"]

third-life crisis

2009-01-24T08:54:00.000+08:00

deadline daw ng AISIS thingy yesterday... para ausin ang subjects for this summer..

that was when i saw.. it's called "Senior summer". senior.. tanda ko na.. ooh la la.
what's worse is why should you be called senior just one year after you're a junior.. the transition is too fast.. it's like.. junior = bata. senior = matanda. in one year, from bata you become matanda. shwikes.

haha.. wala lang.. napaisip ako.. i looked at my friendster profile just a while ago.. after a very long time not opening it whatsoever.. tapos na kita ko sa profile page.. "male, 20...." wow. 20.. the first digit of my age is 2.

if the average lifespan of a person is around 60.. (probably less for a chemist..haha.) 1/3 of my life is over.

How did i spend it?
What have i done..?

parang third-life crisis lang.. pero.. hindi naman xa disorder.. it's not as if i'll break down or what while thinking about it.. pero minsan nakatutulong naman talagang magmuni-muni... sabi nga sa philo.. it's taking our lived experiences to a higher level. well, vague but pwede na. hehe.

haay. hell week na naman ahead. should i spend more years doing this? parang gusto ko ng gawin ang mga bagay na kay tagal ko ng gustong gawin.. during this second third of my life when i think is my "prime time".. i wanna do everything i can para ma-fulfill naman ang mga plans ko..

well.. i just remember sir pagsi.. sabi nya.. the biggest regret we'll have in life are things we did not do... kawawa naman tayo pag dating sa huli nating mga araw.. andami nating "sana".. wala namang "hosanna"...

ayoko ng ganun.

haay. dami kong gawin.. giving up is so difficult. sabi din ni sir pagsi.. u only have one life. and we need to decide how we live it. ... and the only thing that matter is what lasts.

.. what lasts?

haay.. tama nga ang sabi nila.. when you try to find answers to life's questions by searching deeper.. you can find more questions.. indeed. endless of them.. but this blog is limited.. so thus, i'll end. hahhaha. :P

Compose Blog Entry

2009-01-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

There. i was just being obedient...

even if i will tag this as "bum stuff".. i am not bumming. i am just having a break.

It's like i have a plethora of school works to choose from.. so i got confused. i choose not to do any of them...

well. i guess.. it's a life of a student. cramming is intertwined with my mind body and soul. It is the way to go.. Cramming is equal to studenting.

hmmmm. such a useless post..

and yeah.. sabi lang naman dito. compose a blog entry.. anu ba talaga ang blog? hndi nman compose an INTERESTING blog.. or compose a blog about .. so walang makikialam..

and wala din akong pic sa multiply na 'to.. hmm.. bakit nga ba "multiply" ang tawag nito? for networks naman diba.. so.. as long as you have contacts.. ok na un. it served it's purpose. extra nalng ung iba.

hmm. wala lang. just useless blabbering of words.. inaantok na ako. goodbye na. Matutul

an encounter with an ex-convict....

2009-01-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

taxi on the way to FIAMMA...
me on the front seat... anna and hannah in the back seat..

Radio: [i could not remember word for word.. just the gist of it] Even the most evil among the evil, God still uses... (going on for around 10 minutes)

meanwhile..
admittedly, me anna and hannah were noisy.. small talks, giggles, laughter, etc..

SUDDENLY:

driver: Tahimik muna kayo.. nakikinig ako [sa radyo].. galing kasi akong bilanggo kaya nakikinig ako... (us 3: *gulp* -immediate silence- ) nakapatay kasi ako... lima.

me: *silent gasp*

all of us: silence...

...
..
.

Thank God we arrived safely.. at malamang, dahil nakapagblog pa ako.. we're all right.. :) hehe.

phew. whattan experience..:D

Gadsby... COOL!!! so cool, you just must read it!

2009-01-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

introduction: Gadsby is a story without letter "e".. and so, i will start talking in Gadsby-ish lingo...

for fanatics of unusual plots, just go to this URL: http://www.spinelessbooks.com/gadsby.

it will unlock a world of astonishing work of art... with around 50,000 words (i didn't count, but it said so).. and a logical story.. it's truly worth my procrastinating (yup, i gotta do a lot of work).. and atop of that, i was drawn too much by Gadsby that i am trying to adopt his way of talking..

anyways.. i don't want to spoil you.. so i'll shut up.. :) haha.. i might start spilling juicy information about Gadsby and his Organization of Youth and his advocacy.... (wait, i shall stop. i AM spoiling stuffs.)

blog..

2009-01-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

well.. antagal ko na palang di nagboblog..

hm. busy? yeah.. kinda..
di na ba ako nakapagmuni-muni.. ? uhm.. not really. Siguro nga.. mas mabuti nalang na di ko na i-boblog..

else i would suffer the fate of that notorious i-hate-immersion-coz-of-the-eeky-aetas blog... not to mention ipagkakalat pa ng philo prof mo sa harap ng lahat ng estudyante nya...

well. 'nuf of these emo stuff. i am not really ranting. sinasabi ko lang.. para magka-blog ako.. haha. :D (blogging about not blogging for the sake of blogging.haha)

naaaaaah. no post about emotions and cheesy updates..wala lang..

interactive new year's resolution...

2008-12-30T04:49:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the last day of 2008.. and it's the season to make resolutions..

hmm... but....

new year's resolutions are meant to be broken...

..yeah, that's the way it goes when i make them... so, i thought of making it more creative this time.. to have a sense of responsibility to others. (wow, this is what i learn from Levinas. haha.)

hmm, so i thought of YOU (yes, you who are reading this now) making my resolution. each one post one (or two, fine.. haha.).

well, i hope you want me to grow as a better person this year.. haha.. or, hindi naman kelangan attitude/moral issues. pwede as shallow as...

"eat corn this year" (OH PLEASE NO!!) haha. example lang 'to. i won't.. and dont use this. haha. :P

i promise to try to fulfill those [feasible and logical] resolutions!:) hehe..

yey. i'll be waiting..:D

thanks!:D

celebrations....

2008-12-29T07:08:00.000+08:00

...make me fat.

haha.. i need to expel energy in one way or another this break.. run around? exercise? whatever. bumming is no good for me.. haha..

well, i think as the school starts, balik na naman.. yey. at least. haha.

hmm. the break was cool...
...high school friends, mga laagan kaau.. haha.. :p well, thanks a lot
(karise, derika, sheila, yengie, lorraine, chengkee, aprilyn, angeli, ji, princess, + kendrick. haha)

...chow chow with family and relatives

... bday
To all those who greeted.. THANKS A LOT......
and yeah, i was really touched with the people who thought it was also a special day for them too, in one way or another.. i have my own ways of knowing.. :D but of course, i cant (and wasnt) expecting it from everyone... well, another THANK YOU to those people. :D

Yeah, i have an endless list of thank you's to make this year...

and ONE BIG SUPER DUPER MEGA- THANK YOU TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL to God for giving me a wonderful year this year.. despite all the problems, it was a year of nonstop providence and blessings from Him.

yey. i think i shall end this post for now. it's kinda boring. hahha..

goodbye...

2008-12-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday.. i had to say goodbye..

it has been 3 months...

and just with a pair of scissors ended it all..

this is not my first time...

but it's ok..

goodbye....

...hair. haha. :)

a day of sleeping and more sleeping..

2008-12-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

as students, we are most deprived of a good night's sleep... with tons and tons of works to do, we cant afford to lie down in bed, roll over (oops, aso ata 'to.. haha..) and just enjoy the coziness of the bed..

well, it's break time. therefore, it's the time to make up for those beauty sleeps missed..

so for today (12:01am - 9:30pm of Dec 22), i slept for more than 15 hours!! hoo hoo! :D weeeeeeeee! i so love sleeping.. haha..

well.. i think i'll be more productive in the next few days.. when the amount of deadlines for january haunts me.. haha.. then i'll be motivated, aka adrenaline rush, to do [read: cram] all the things to do.. haha..

is Christmas in the air... or just in the ear..?

2008-11-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

From national bookstore to Blue magic.. to carenderias even to the LRT.. i can hear Christmas jingles everywhere... It was never "Christmas day" in the Philippines.. it was a season. a season......... of songs.

But beyond these songs... what else do we see? i thought Christmas should not only be heard.. but just like smelled, felt, seen, even tasted, perhaps. As a young boy, i associated Christmas to love, giving, kindness, etc..

i hope this would be true.. i hope in the future... during the so-called Christmas seasons.. i can hear, see, and read only good news in the newspaper.. oh, how i wish people would take what the words "Merry Christmas" mean. Merry, happy, glad, joyful, what else? i feel sarcastic when i greet people without wanting them to be happy..

oh well. i think i am dreaming of utopia.. but as the ad of apple said (c/o evan. thanks!)

"the people who are crazy enough to think that they can change the
world, are the ones who do."

so, i am inviting everyone to be crazy.. "mangahas mangarap" ika nga ni Sir Pagsi. hehe.

(may point kung bakit for everyone ito.)

my trip to Cebu: a visit or return??

2008-11-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.. 2 days more and i'm off to manila again... classes resume, and back to the so-called school life. haaaay.

hmm. for 2 weeks, i was here in cebu.. i was back home.. but i felt i'm more like a visitor than a balikbayan.. haha.. :D it has been 10 long months since i've last came.. and boy, how things changed..

once, i wanted to catch the trip from PCGS to the Boy scout camp (during the cebu council showdown camp), which i was told will be at 11am. I knew that from my home to pcgs, it'll take around an hour... but lo and behold! i did not know that there was a construction going on in banilad area... suuupperrrrrrrrrrr traffic!!. 30 mins passed i'm not in Gaisano country mall yet, which is usually just less than 10mins away... [to finish off, i arrived late.. mga 11:15 but, the car also left late.. so i was able to make it.. haha]

STRIKE 1.

second, i went to ayala just yesterday... at wow, i was surprised at the "new wing" in ayala.. never seen it before.. actually, i was with duane, and he drove the car going there.. he was asking me questions like, have u seen the new wing? the lagoon before was turned into something else.. etc.. again, i felt like i was a tourist.. haha. :D

STRIKE 2.

[singit... actually, in ayala.. while having dinner.. bigla akong tinext ni kuya JQ.. he's in cebu daw for something.. at nasa ayala xa. wow, coincidence.. haha, so we met there.. and he told me he was supposed to be with his friends in the lagoon area.. then i sed, actually, i dunno that area.. haha. sabay lang taung nakita un.. haha.. same day. haha.]

i went to SM, a while ago.. then, i thought this time, i pretty know where to go.. hmm, true enough i quite know the way.. but when i visited the northwing.. wow, i was amazed at the many new boutiques there. i last visited last december and there were barely anything there.. [coz it's newly made].. so, i was staring at the stalls, na parang lost tourist. hahha..:D

STRIKE 3.

hahahaha.. so, am i really from here? haha.. :D aun lang.. just-for-fun post. haha

when my deepest gladness meets the world's deepest hunger...

2008-11-04T07:18:00.000+08:00

ayan. nakapag-2nd post na ako.. it's getting somewhere.. hahaha.. :D (anna, see! haha..:P)

hmm. when there are moments of silence (i.e., na-dc ung net, may gumagamit ng pc at wala akong kausap).. i am forced to think about myself.. haha, vain? hmm. not really.. and, after my asla high.. aun, kung anu-ano na ang iniisip ko..

of course, something that matters. something that TRULY matters...
and so, it brings me to my studies.. not grades, my course.. finally, i had the courage to answer the question i had been shrugging off for so long... hmm. WHY CHEM?..

before, it was simple. Because i chose chem.. i "liked" chem.. la la la.. but.. asla had taught me a different meaning for passion.. and as dr garcia (philo prof ko) said.. happy are those whose passion is his profession........

What is passion then? sabi, it is something that you would still do, even if you are paid NOT to do it.. hmm.. kung may magbabayad sa akin para hindi ako mag-bs chem... i think i would grab the money.. haha.. it did not give me that super fulfillness.. that super longing.. that "deep gladness"..

hmm. tuloy-tuloy ang pag-nilay nilay ko.. :D i think, based on my experiences, i would still teach my ANI kids even if i am paid not to do it. (context ng ANI? hmm. next time. haha). basically, i thought of that as a very concrete experience.. but i can expand that to teaching those underprivileged yet willing (in fact desperate) kids.. kids i see in wowowee, in other game shows, etc..

suddenly, writing the word "student" as an "occupation" when filling out forms is special.. not all can do that.. and i felt that i would like more and more people to have that privilege of doing so... i felt that it is not only a passion deep within.. but it is one of those silent cries i often hear when i look through the window in a car or bus ride.. i can say, (as one of my proofs has always been the answers of child laborers when asked what they would have been doing if they were not working.. and most, if not all, would answer... study. they like studying.. not the nerdy sense.. but the you-know-what-i'm-talking-about sense.)

at sabi nga [sa asla ulit].. your vocation, or the call of God, is where your deep gladness meets the world's deepest hunger.. hmm.. so back to the question.. why chem?... perhaps, this is the first time i had the courage to face the question.. it needs a lot of discernment.. should i drop my 5th year (MS ko..) to go to where i am really called to do?.. perhaps the biggest question is WHEN, should i respond to that call.. i am quite certain already as to WHAT the call is..

as i continue to think about it.. flashes of selfish motives (kasi gusto ko lang magka-phD.. maging famous.. etc..).. and pictures of my "better self".. (my real passion of service and empowerment (naks!) or formation of others..)... hmm. it's a difficult decision.. i won't end this post with a response.. it just ends with questions.. more questions than the first even.. (asla high. haha)..

it needs a prayerful, discern-ful, and meditative journey ahead...

p.s. ang seryoso naman nito.. next time, fun posts naman.. haha..:D

hmm. hello.........

2008-11-03T07:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. sabi ko dati. di ako mag-multiply hangga't wala akong digicam..

but, grrr. its just that, situation calls for it.. haha..

finally, i can view my friends' pics and whatnot.. even if they will limit the access to contacts only. ha!

haha, well well well.. i know the pictures will be lowly maintained.. so i'll compensate by blogging more frequently.. hahha..:D aun.. i'll end this first coz i dont feel like continuing with "real blogging" with this introductory blog.. haha..

p.s. haha, naka access to network only din ako.. para fun.. :))

p.p.s... grabe naman ang example nya sa "tags".. cancum?! di ko nga alam san un eh.. hahah..

p.p.p.s.. whatever me.. i comment on everything.. haha..:D

bumbumbumbum...

2008-06-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

Wow.. ani is finally over.. even another night stand is over..

so i got nothing much to do.. hmm.. today is the bummest day of the summer.. kasi technically, ngaun lang nagsimula break ko.. and to think.. june 10 na ang pasukan..

but there are some things to do in between.. hehe..

june 5 - outing with 3B kids.. :) wow.. katatapos lang ng ANI.. reunion agad.. hehe.. :) but yeah, totoo naman, nakakamiss talaga ang ANI.. whether ur an ANI kid or an ANI volunteer.. hehe.. parang naging parte na talga ng summer ko ang ANI... almost 6 hours a day ako sa ANI grounds.. mondays - saturdays!

hmm. june 6 - enlistment. grr. crazy aisis.. nakakainis.. pero at least mas mabilis na ngaun.. pero andami pa ding problema sa aisis.. sana ausin na nila.. para more efficient na ang ginawa nilang program.. hehe.. :p

june 7 - 3C kids ko last yr... gusto ata nila mag reunion part 2.. second to the last saturday of may ung reunion part 1 namin.. hmm.. nakakamiss nga ung kids ko last yr.. and seeing them graduate from ANI, with one of them as the salutatorian... (not to mention ang vale at ang salu ng mga 3rd yrs this yr ay mga kids ko.. hehe..) makes me proud.. yeah, wala naman akong maxadong contribution.. pero wala lang.. basta.. u will be proud of their performance.. :)

sabi nga ni julia roberts... love is being happy for someone even though you are not included.. hmm something like that.. basta.. masaya ka para sa iba.. hmm.. thats how much i learned to love these kids.. actually, it wasnt that hard.. grabe nakakatouch sila nung grad... when yomkippur (cool name huh) announced na huling pagkakataon na nila mabigay ang mga letters para sa mga teachers nila.. muntik na akong maluha.. grabe.. i learned a lot from them too.. :)

hmm. wala lang. am bumming. kaya ko nasulat to.. hehe. :D

ANI's over.. huhuhu

2008-06-01T21:41:00.003+08:00

hmm.. summer semester was quite quick this year... feeling ko ambilis lang.. kasi kasabay nya ang ANI.. totoo nga palang ambilis dumaan ng mga araw pag-nasisiyahan ka sa ginagawa mo..

1240-550 araw-araw.. minsan nga earlier than 1240 at way after 550 nasa ANI grounds pa rin ako.. hmm.. bakit kaya? di ko rin alam... there's a certain impulse that would just like me to stay there..

hmm.. una, akala ko "magsawa" lang sila (hmm.. not really.. for the lack of a better term that is.. more of.. a negative impression of me staying around there kahit hindi ko na class) .. but no.. i was so touched by their comments na pinapasalamatan pa nila ang ganung bagay.. :)

they simply made my day. actually, akala ng marami sa mga ANI kids.. pag-ANI.. it's them learning.. it's them being changed.. it's their future being improved.. but.. a real ANI teacher would realize that it goes both ways.. WE as teachers are learning too.. we are changed too.. our future is improved too.. i can attest to that..

But.. today, ANI has ended.. i mean, the ANI08 summer has ended.. but of course.. it's not a dead end.. i hate super cliche stuff.. but i gotta repeat what i always say.. ANI is NOT just an opportunity for us to serve and to grow and all the blah-blahs.. but it IS, more importantly, a training ground for a life of service, of giving, and of love.. :D

hm... walang magawa?

2008-05-12T16:13:00.002+08:00

hmm..
dapat nag-AANI ako.. pero wala, transport strike eh.. :(

ayan, napa-net ako sandali.. pero, biglang umulan nang malakas... as in! MALAKAS.. may payong ako pero ayokong sumugod..feeling ko basang-basa pa rin ako pagkatapos.. hehe.. :D ayan, natrap tuloy ako.. grrr. hehe.. pero ok alng.. pero la akong ginagawa.. bored. hahaha.. actually hindi, may LT ako wed at thursday.. at napansin ko lang 3 finals ko at the same day!!!!! waaaaaaah!
masisiraan na ako ng bait.. huhuhuhu........

anyways.. ayan. aral mode na uli.. may prob set pa.. waaaah .ayan... sana titila na ang ulan soonest..

lost my phone.. booo!

2008-05-11T17:03:00.003+08:00

may 10..

-bday ng father ko.. yey!
-ANI sportsfest... yey!
-French club uli... yey!
-ACheS house GA1.. yey!

-nawala fone ko.. BOO!!!!!!!!

anyways. antanga ko grabe.. anyways.. naiwan ko xa sa trike.. pero at least.. ginagamit ng tao ung fone ko kasi nagrereply xa sa mga text msgs from riel and from my mom... hmm.. sana, maibalik xa..

pero, ok lang.. wala naman akong maxadong attachment sa fone ko.. pero kakainis lang na i feel detached from the world.. haha.. on second thought, ok lang din.. rest? haha. no.. not really...
i want to get my sim back.. haha..

but at least.. fun naman ang sportsfest at ang clubs.. i realized i am very attached to the kids.. nagsisimula na ang ACheS GA (na dapat andun ako, kasi isa ako sa facilitator.. ) at bigla ko nalang nalaman na wala pang transportation allowance ang mga bata..

TORN between two responsibilities.. GA sa CTC or puntahan si KRV sa arrupe... wah! anlayo pa. pero, eventually, i chose the second... oo, tama ung sinabi ni krv nung friday... cool magdispense ng money.. kasi natutuwa ang mga bata..

i managed to ask them beforehand.. "kung wala ba kayong allowance ngaun, ok lang ba? makauwi [at makabalik] ba kau next ani time, para double nalng ang ibigay by then?" may sumagot na hindi daw. so, it moved me.. i realized 25 pesos in the hands of these kids are a lot more than what i think it is..

oh yeah, walang ANI sa monday... :( 2 araw din hindi ko mamemeet ang mga bata.. :( wow, attachment ko.. i cant imagine grad day.. hmm.. .

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I hate history.. i hate dr santos.. i hate.... huhuhuhuhu

2008-05-01T12:56:00.002+08:00

title pa lang.. alam nyo na rants to.. haha..

wala lang.. dr santos is the uselessest teacher ever! haha.. kung may word man na ganun.. anyways.. napakaboring nya magturo.. imagine.. for a 1hr30 min class EVERYDAY.. tapos, 30 mins pa lang bored na ako.. huhuhu.. such pain..

dinagdagan pa sa isang weird na LT kahapon.. huhu.. di ko gets un.. i think i failed.. :(
grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!

hahay. anyways.. nakaiinis lang.. pero wala akong magawa.. feeling ko di ko ata narinig from her ung mga nilabas nya sa test.. probably nagwawander na sa space ung utak ko nun.. haha... because of extreme boredom.. hahay.

anyways.. isa pa si kuya geoff ng oas.. SUPER slow mag-decide.. hahay.. andami pang arte.. parang xa ung head of all activities... and xa ang final say sa lahat.. ambagal pa magsalita.. kakainis pakinggan.. grrrrrr! anyways.. hahay..

wala lang. rants.. useless rants.. but nakakapagod xa.. in fairness.. haha...

reviving my friendster

2008-04-27T15:13:00.003+08:00

hmm.. summer is here and i hate my classes.. i need to withstand my BORING! (As in, i repeat, BORING) histo teacher.. (to everyone: do not take Dr. Antonia Santos for hi165/166.. unless u can stand uber boredom)

what's worse.. it's a 730-900 class. and she's already in the classroom by 725. grr.. haha.. anyways.. i cant even imagine i am waiting when chem will start! (900-1030 class ko).. buti pa ung chem.. i can stand it.. but of course.. the best is yet to come. 1030-1200 ko na class!! french 2!! yey. M. Yap again.. :D hehe..

ay! wait.. even the best is still to come.. 1240-120 ko na class.. tantantnatnatna.. ANI!! hehe. i just love being a homeroom teacher. haha.. ang galing pa ng mga bata.. hehe.. :) sooo lovable. hehe.. :) they just make my day.. everyday. :)

yey. and because of popular demand [from my ANI kids].. sige na nga.. magfri-friendster na ako uli... haha. after 2-3 years of inactive friendstering.. hahha.. :)

booooo... nasira comp ko

2008-04-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

grrrr. i hate it.

my fiiiiiiiiiillllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssss................

hahay. anyways.. buti nlang ok lang *ata* mawala ung mga files na un..

grr.

but anyhow. increase spending din to.. kasi kelangan kong lumabas para mag-net. grrr.
boo.

wala lang. i just want to rant. hehe. i guess nothing will happen though, so better just stop. huhu.

as a result of bumming...

2008-04-01T16:37:00.005+08:00

hmm.. it's break time.. and i dont have much to do..

nakatambak lang ang trabaho ko sa ani.. pero nasa kamay ko naman ang oras ko eh.. haha.. i can do them later.. or cram them.. or watever.. basta.. di ko pa feel ngaun. hahaha..

so.. e2 ang product of my boredom:
http://kenosis08.wordpress.com

actually, matagal ko na tong pangarap, hindi ko lang nasulat.. nakuwento ko na sa iba.. pero ngaun, it's officially the wordpress for that dream.. haha.. sana mabasa nyo. and magcomment. and sana u share the cause. haha. :) it's just some rants and my ultimate dream to do something about it..

haha. ayan muna.. :) let's see how productive my bumming could be.. haha :)

whew.. 2nd sem - no, 2nd year is over!

2008-03-27T17:49:00.002+08:00

Seems like its been sooooooooooo loooonng since i've written something in my blog.. haha..

anyways, i guess its time to relax and bum... not to mention.. and blog. hehe. :D

so.. finally, 2 years of my college years are over. wow, that was quick... i could still remember my first few days in school and now? voila.. [vwa-LAH] here i am, entering my 3rd year (eew.. i'm ... o-oold???) in a little more than 2 weeks.. hmm. how's that!

hmm.. i guess the sem dint really end with so much like a bang or some sort.. but i sure do feel the stress physics did to me.. I am coughing my lungs out... seriously.. haha... yeah, i need rest.. and i am so so sure i am getting it.. even far more than needed in the next week or so.. haha..

ow. really. wala na akong gagawin.. matulog nlang ako.. haha.. soon.. just for the sake of archives and at least i will have something to do.. i will write about stuff that happened this year.. happy stuff.. sad stuff.. cry cry stuff... useless stuff.. any stuff.. as long as i can remember.. haha.:D

Block's first successful outing!!!

2007-10-15T08:31:00.000+08:00

Finally, the block of social outcasts, i.e. Block M/M1, came out of their shells.. and off we went to Enchanted kingdom... (actually last summer pa 'to pinlano.. haha..) not to mention, while a lot more Ateneans are squeezing their brains out answering their final exams..

haha..

kamusta naman, at finals week un.. tapos na SILANG lahat.. haha.. ako, hindi pa..:( but hu cares? there's what we call priorities.. maya na ang histo thingy.. hahah.. it was due on monday pa naman eh.. and we went to EK on thurs.. hehe. enaf tym.. ayt?:D

naturally, sa EK, ang kaunting tao.. yipee! di maxadong mahaba ang pila.. hehe. weee...

anyways.. i realized.. ang titibay ng mga blockmates ko..... waaaaah..! space shuttle x 3 or 4... anchor's away x 3 or 4................ samantalang.. hilung-hilo na ako after one each.. haha.. LOSER!!! :D but anyways.. masaya naman ako....

may aftershock pa pagkatapos.. haha.. everytime i closed my eyes, i feel like i am in wonderland.. haha.. it was all worth the experience.. :D

may this be the start of more block stuff... :D 15/21 people went.. hmm.. not bad!:)

it's the start of something new

2007-10-15T08:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. its been a month since i've visited my blog.. haha..

apparently.. nakakapagod xa.. lalo na kung weird ung stuff na nilalagay ko... haha.. nakakatamad kasi si bloggie eh. hehe..

so...... mula ngayon.. basbasan ko ng bagong identidad ang blog na ito..

1) KILL BLOGGIE.. haha.. from now on, la na akong alter ego (uhm.. lean, happy? hahah..)

2) free write-ups na 'to.. yey.. ayoko na ng mga kwento lang ng buhay ko.. :D

anyways......................... aun.. abangan ang mga next posts ko..

hehe:)

ACheS-ellent!!!

2007-09-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm..

Napag-isipan ko lang magsulat ng blog entry while thinking about my orgs this semester...

Pwede bang hindi nlang ako magrenew sa acads ko.. haay.. in fact, nagcut nga ako ng histo ko na practice for ACheS.. hahahha.. kamusta naman ako!! (bloggie: Onga naman, priorities, henson, priorities!) hmm.. may tinatawag tayong "there's time for everything!" hahaha...

hmm.. in fairness, hindi naman ako nagregret.. haha.. (bloggie: Ows? talaga!!) (dolphie: Oo nga.. dapat lang.. remember, naging friends tayo dahil sa ACheS week!) Oo nga naman.. hindi ko sana makilala si dolphie, were i not active this week.. haha.. fyi nakuha ko si dolphie nung glass blowing demo last wed.. hehe..

Hindi lang pala acads ang nag-give way para sa ACheS.. pati ibang orgs ko at NSTP na rin.. haha.. (bloggie: wow.. grabe naman yan..) Haha.. Comment pa nga ni kacie (nirephrase ko lang.. inexaggerate ng kaunti.. haha.. ) about last night's kimikantahan.. "I can't imagine life not being a Chem Major... In spite all of the hardships... there's a rainbow after the rain... and last night was just a perfect example of such a rainbow.. hehe.. :) (dolphie: haha... gumaganyan na pala kayo.. Yey.. sana.. ampunin na rin nila ang mga kamag-anak ko..) Oo nga.. hehe.. As i mentioned.. nagsuffer ang iba kong orgs.. ang Gabay at ESS.. the latter had been forsaken ever since.. haha.. sorry ESS.... ang Gabay........ uhm........................... i prefer one word descriptions.. cryptic.. but understandable by those who are directly involved. hahah.. hmm... Nangangarap. Magulo. Nagsialisan... haaaaaaay.. i don't wanna be bad.. un na un.. (bloggie: Ok ka lang ba?) Ok lang naman.. but its evident, wala na kaming gana.. hahah.. for ANI naman, hindi naman siya affected.. haha.. masaya pa rin ako d2.. :) yey..

Hmm... Oh yeah.. isa pa.. NSTP... haaaaay.. 7:30 call time namin.. and guess wat... 12 na kami nakauwi from kimikantahan.. (bloggie: wow!) (dolphie: asteeg.. love mo talaga ang ACheS?!?! Dun kasi nagsimula ang memories natin diba..?) Haynaku dolphie.. papansin ka talaga.. sige na nga.. hahaha!! Anyways.. aun.. nag-alarm ako ng 6:00.. but i was too tired to wake up.. so i decided to re-adjust my alarm to 6:30. haha.. di pa rin nakontento.. sinooze ko pa twice.. so 6:50 pa ako nagstart mag-ready for NSTP!! (bloggie: Sira ka talaga! Diba may grade ang NSTP niyo?) Who cares?? hahaha.. :D joke.. anyway.. there are times when you need to choose one from the other.. hahahha...

Anyway.. tinamad na ako.. :D i shall leave.. :D buhbye!!

Bloggie meets Dolphie

2007-09-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.. long time no conversation, bloggie.. (bloggie: onga eh.. kumusta ka naman??) hmm.. i am sorry.. life has been demanding these days... andami na palang nangyari na hindi ko nakuwento sau.. haaay... lets see if i can still remember them.. (bloggie: ok.. i'l just listen...)

Hmm.. in no particular order.. e2 ung mga significant things that happened nung hindi tau nag-usap.. kahit saglit man lang..

actually... sobrang naging busy ako sa org life ko. (bloggie: naks! may ganung level..) watever.. haha.. in fact.. feeling ko.. sagabal sa org life ko ang acads ko..... grr.. ayoko na mag-acads.. gusto ko.. Bachelor of Organizations minor in Chemistry hahaha.. anyways...

first and foremost.. there was kimika mahika.. sakit sa ulo pala maging project head.. haha.. pero fulfilling naman at natuwa ang mga kids.. hehe.. at relatively successful naman siya.. never regretted i got the project.. :) ang cool pala maglaro ng liquid nitrogen.. haha.. at.. siyempre.. kudos to all the volunteers!! especially the committee heads.. *ehem* sina kai at gerald.. anna at leo.. at margo... yey... we're all for one.. and one for all... hahahhaa.. :D

Hmm.. that reminds me.. naging HSM2 fan na ang block (or is this a hasty generalization? haha.. who cares!).. i am included. haha.. cool ng songs.. ang senti nila troy at gabriella.. haha.. gusto ko un.. hahhaa.. at least benta siya sa akin. :D

aside from kimika mahika.. may glass blowing din.. :D and this is where i got my dolphie.. a as-cute-as-the-owner intricately glass blown dolphin filled with sky-blue-colored sand.. aww.. ei, bloggie.. meet dolphie.. dolphie, meet bloggie (bloggie: hi dolphie!) (dolphie: hi bloggie!) ayan, friends na kayo.. thats great...

hmm... aside from ACheS, may ANI din ako.. :D org pa rin.. haha.. ayoko na ng acads... huhu.. di bale, 39 days nalang, sembreak na..:D

Sa ANI naman... nakakatuwa naman sa plansem.. napanood ko na rin (at last!) ang simpsons.. may senti portion din xa.. which is not normal. haha.. kaya gusto ko siya.. wahaha... at.. dumadami din ang nag-ANI sa block namin.. yey.. last year.. 2 lang.. Go ANI!! :)

hmm.. cge na nga pagbigyan ko ang acads.. 1 lang.. one chance.. haha. .skilty lang.. hmm.. kasi, may enthnographic ek-ek pa kasi si skilty eh.. haaaay.. pero, masaya naman mag-explore ng mga stuff.. haha.. nakakain na rin ako ng korean ice cream.. yey.. kasama ko si hannah nun.. at nakakatuwa siyang kumain ng ice cream... haha.. peace.. :D let's leave this part of the story hanging.. haha..

hmm... i need to do my postlab na.. bye for now.. haha.. (bloggie: naks naman, ako inuuna mo.. before postlab.. touch naman ako..) of course! bloggie kita eh. haha.. :D bye.. :D

Time is gold

2007-08-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

haay... sana alam ng buong mundo kung gaano kahalaga ang isang oras... (bloggie: bakit? anu bang nangyari?) kasi dapat, magpractice kami para sa bel field war para sa histo namin... at, ang smart pa.. kasi walang pasok ngayon at inaasahan nilang may pupunta ng skul para lang sa practice na 'to.. isa pa, yahoo groups lang ito inannounce.... haaaaaaaaaaaay.. 1pm daw... 2pm came.. wala pa ring tao.. eh di.. umuwi nalang ako! (bloggie: buti nga..) At least may magawa pa ako dito... (bloggie: at ano naman ang ginagawa mo?) habang nagdodownload ng high school musical 2... gumagawa ako ng blog... ng physics postlab... at ng chem postlab... (bloggie: aba! multi-tasking.. galing naman!) siyempre.. inspired kasi ako gumawa ng stuff.. tawag dito, making the most of every second!! matagal kaya magdownload ng HSM2... (bloggie: sana ganun din ang iniisip ng mga taong nagplan sa histo practice thingy niyo..) oo nga eh.. nagbabasa nlang ako ng mga bulletin boards dun sa xavier.. kasi sobrang boring........... haay..

Anyways... andami ko pa palang gagawin.. hmm.. mamaya ka na muna bloggie.. asikasuhin ko muna acads ko... haaay... (bloggie: sige, God bless sayo.. ingat lagi..:D) kaw din...

Hell week over.. yipee!

2007-08-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

At last, the hell week's over... hmm, but of course, there's still a lot of things to do.. pero medyo bearable na... haaaaaaaay.. (bloggie: yey! at musta naman ang hell week?) oh! nanjan ka pala, bloggie... ur asking me kung how did the hell week go?? uhm.. should i expound on the word HELL? (bloggie: cge na nga.. fine.. di na natin pag-usapan yan..) buti pa nga.. hehe..

anyway.. at least, ngaun.. SA ethnographic ek-ek na muna ang pagtuunan ko ng pansin.. and of course.. org life.. ehe.. :) Oh, that reminds me.. ANI recweek is coming up soon! (bloggie: pwede ba akong sumali? gusto ko rin magturo.. at ibahagi ang aking kakayahan para sa kabutihan ng Pilipinas.. nawa'y masugpo ang kahirapan.. at maiangat ang kondisyong pang-ekonomiko ng bawat mamamayan dito sa Pilipinas.. at .. ) Shhh!!! watever, bloggie.. alam kong gusto mo yan.. kasi nga.. mejo soulmates tau.. haha.. at cyber-ego kita kaya same tau ng innate being.. hehe.. anyway.. back to what i am saying.. hmm.. yeah.. tama na man ang sinabi ni bloggie.. pero syempre, hindi naman kami mga superman sa ANI.. kaya, kahit un ung "big picture", we need to settle for the details of the painting only... parang ung sinabi ni Vincent Van Gogh.. ehhe.

aun.. aside from ANI.. may aches pa.. hehe.. namove na naman ang kimika mahika.. pero buti na rin.. kasi hindi pa kami prepared.. kasi nga.. hell week.. haaay.. (bloggie: alam mo, swerte mo.. every time nalang na kung hindi ka prepared.. macacancel ung activity or classes or whatsoever!!) oo nga eh.. hindi un swerte.. quoting kacie.. "...may Diyos pa" hehe.. :) (bloggie: aba.. hmmm.. oo nga.. :) )

yey. hanggang d2 muna ang post na 'to.. :) bye for now, bloggie.. (bloggie: bye.. ingat! God bless.. :) ) kaw din... :)

physics gallore

2007-08-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaay... ba't pa ba kami nagphysics.. chem major naman kami.. haaaay.. or shall i say.. ba't siya teacher namin??? kulang pa ba ang hirap na dinadaanan ng isang chem major?? (bloggie: hindi naman cguro.. para lang, you can make the most of your ateneo education, kesa naman na madeprive kau sa isang Ateneo physics education, diba?) shut up bloggie.. i'm not in the mood for those things.. haaaaaay... (bloggie: ok.. i guess i need to go away for know.. good luck then..) thanks.

anyway.. back to my complaints.. and whining.. and whachama-call-it... haaaay... physics is making life soooooo complicated.. labo kasi ng questions nya.. ang hiiiiirrrraaaaaaaaappppp!! aasa pa kaya akong masasagutan ko ang prob solving nya bukas???? kung ung practice problems nya kahapon di ko nasagutan.. 1hr20mins na un.. worth 15 points out of 60 lang nagawa ko.. haaaay.. what about tomorrow???? may true or false na.. may essay pa..... nooooo... i'm ready to spend my whole night for this.. in fact, even the wee hours of the morning.. haaaaay... pero.. may chem lab pa bukas.. to drain me physically and mentally... grrrrr... why is this happening.. haaaaaaaaaaay....

enough grunting for today.. time to study... may chem LT pa sa friday.. waaaaaaaah.. iiyak nalang ako.. huhuhuhuhu.. buhbye for now..

Reality Check...

2007-08-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

waaaah.. the long weekend is about to end.. huhuhu.. at kamusta naman ako.. wala akong nagawa... nagboblog lang.. haay.. (bloggie: ano? binalewala mo lang ako? sama mo!) hindi naman.. hay naku.. sana nga lang e2 nalang ang ginagawa ko diba? nag-aaral din ako noh! (bloggie: ok, fine, watever!) aba.. natututo nang magtampo 'tong si bloggie.. alam mo ba.. (bloggie: hindi.. :p) dali lang kasi.. (bloggie: nagtatanong ka eh.. ) hay naku. basta.. alam mo bang inaaway ako ni lean.. sabi niya, autistic daw ako.. kasi kinakausap kita.. (bloggie: hayaan mo xa, di naman kami friends eh.. basta, friends pa rin tayo ha.. ) oo naman.. hehe.. buti nlang.. si gerald mejo naniniwala sau.. kasi siya rin.. madami xang friends na katulad mo... (bloggie: ows? gusto ko silang makilala.. ) sige.. next time.. sabihin ko kay gerald... (bloggie: ok)

anyways... back to the topic.. patapos na ang bakasyon.. parating na ang hellweek.. oh no.. haay.. andami palang acad stuff na dapat gawin.. oh no.. 2:00 na.. 17 1/2 hours nalang.. class na.. at matutulog kunwari ako ng 5 1/2 hours.. so 12 hours nalang.. 12 hours left to do sooo many things. haay, ganito ba talaga ang buhay? hmmm.. cram na naman.. bye bye friends.. i need to go.. waaaaaah... bye bloggie.. (bloggie: bye!)

Your wish is my command

2007-08-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hi bloggie... :D how are you? me? i'm so happy.. hehe.. know why? (blogge: No, tell me..) ok.. :D

it all started.....

last thursday night, may nagsabi na probably lang pasok sa friday.. so na-excite naman ako.. hindi ako gumawa ng skilty paper, wala akong lesson plan para nstp, hindi ako nagbasa ng reading para sa histo... naghintay talaga ako hanggang 11pm ara sa announcement ng PAG-ASA/NDCC... O, diba bloggie, nararamdaman mo ba ang tension?? (bloggie: oo nga, panu kung may pasok sa friday?) haha.. eh di magpuyat na naman aq.. hehe.. :D

anyway.. so, naturally, andaming online sa ym list ko.. duh.. sino ba namang gus2ng magpahuli sa balita na walang pasok diba... (bloggie: oo nga, gus2 ko rin na wlang pasok, para makapagbonding tayo..) hehe.. ayun.. isa dun.. c bruce.. at ang sabi nya.. tuloy ang physics long test sa tuesday, kahit walang pasok nung thursday.. (bloggie: naku, ang sad naman.. ) oo nga eh.. pero maghintay ka lang.. di pa tapos ang kuwento ko.. ayun.. may isa pang online.. c kacie naman.. sabi ko.. sana walang pasok bukas, at sana ma-postpone ang physics long test... , at sabi ni kacie.. ung una lang daw ang matutupad.. (bloggie: aaaw.. sana ung dalawa nlang..) dali lang, hindi pa nga ako tapos.. patapusin mo naman ako, bloggie.. kulit mo.. (bloggie: sori po...) hehe.. joke lang.. peace tau, bloggie.. (bloggie: ok!) anyway.. aun... fastforward tau.. kunwari 11pm na.. nagsilabasan na ang balita na wala ng pasok.. kaso, di pa official... meanwhile, may isa pang online.. c hannah naman.. sabi niya, at inassume nya na official na ung news.. at sabi ko naman, may isa pa akong wish.. sana wala na ring NSTP sa sabado... sabi nya.. ALL CAPS pa.. SANA lang daw.. (bloggie: wawa ka naman, wala atang naniniwala sau..) hehe.. ok lang naman.. pero, naniniwala ka naman sa akin, diba? (bloggie: of course!) good bloggie.. haha. :D

aun.. fastforward natin uli... nung 1130... nafinalize, or shall i say na-officialize if there's such a word... na walang pasok.. (bloggie: 1 down, 2 more to go...) oo nga.. nung friday afternoon, nagsend si ate tine ng email.. na-cancel ang nstp! (bloggie: ows? galing naman.. 2 down.. 1 more to go..) o.. diba? ang galing.. at kagabi naman.. nagym si anna na na-postpone daw ang physics LT!! (bloggie: wow.. 3 wishes.. your wish is my command.. haha) oo nga.. :D answered prayer to bloggie.. (bloggie: galing naman ng God mo.. parang genie..) haha..

cge bloggie.. gtg.. bye!:D next time ulit..:D (bloggie: sige.. bye! NEXT time ha..:D) opo. your wish is my command.. haha..:D

Yehey...

2007-08-18T16:55:00.000+08:00

Yey... patapos na finally ang blog ko.. yey... ang multimedia corner nalang.. hmm..

anyway.. sana mas marami pang long weekends para ma-update ko ang blog na 'to.. but dont worry bloggie... (e2 na ang bago mong pangalan.. i hereby name you BLOGGIE) i will spend quality time with you.. haha..

Ei, bloggie, dont get hurt if i cant really attend to your needs next week.. hell week ko kasi.. may pasaway na physics long test.. chem long test pa.. and a lot more stuff.. hahay..

anyways.. let's look at the brighter side of life.. eheh.. go go go.. back to you later..:)

trip lang..

2007-08-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm... no classes for 6 straight days... at ano naman ang naisip kong gawin??? haha.. wala lang.. :D i was trying to fix my livejournal account.. pero.. pangit eh.. hahaha.. la akong maxadong magawa dun..:D so.. better yet explore something new.. haha..

hmm.. this would be a trial post.. haha.. boring muna 'tong post na 'to.. just want to explore first.. hehe..:D i'l post a real "post" in a while when i can get the feel of it.. hahah..:D